A Story about why I do "diet"

Hi Lovelies! 

So from today I'll share about healthiness as well.

Why do I decide to share about this?

Because I just realize this topic is important, more important than makeup & skin care.

You want to be pretty? Me too!

But is it enough? 

NO!

So Let's talk about this in a very easy way.

The reason why you need to keep your health at its best.

For your own good!

"Health is an Investment not an expense"

-anon

I've got big project like a month ago, I'm so excited for it. 

I prepared like 2 month before the project and keep checking my supplies and everything.

Everything is perfect, but I forgot one crucial thing.

I'm not aware of my own health.

When the day has come, I need to stay overnight on my client's house. It wasn't such a biggie.

My client said I'm gonna do makeup for 5 - 6 person that day. So I need to start makeup like 3am because they have to go to wedding ceremony at 7am. 

I was thinking like, it's okay... Its not a biggie, I kinda used to it.

Since I always relied on my sleeping pills if I want to sleep earlier, I can't sleep that night. Because, I think I need to woke up early. If I sleep, I'm afraid I can't do it well. So I can't sleep that night and I also forgot to bring the medicine. So, yeah... It wasn't such a big thing... before.

I'm waiting at 3am alone, everybody still asleep and I asked a maid whose already woke up, she said my client was still asleep and blah blah. Long story short, when the time has come to me to do her makeup. My body felt really weak. I'm sweating like a pig, I'm so light headed, My stomach felt bad, and UGH! It was the worst day of my life. I think my career and my name will be crushed that day. 

After finishing her makeup (in the end, I just able to do 1 person ONLY) 

I went home with a Grab Car. In that condition, the driver singing loudly and I felt terrible because I threw up (fortunately i brought plastic bag) when he sung (lol).

The day after that, My mom brought me to the doctor. I've had blood checked and even a USG (idk why tho). The doctor said I'm okay, I'm just tired and all. 

It's been years since I've had needle on my body (they give me infusion so I can sleep). 

I hate hospital and doctors, I grew as a weak. I used to go to hospital like every month in my childhood. So, It just really exhausting to be honest.

Since that day, I decide to change my life style. 

I change my food, I change my habit, I do sport more frequently. I even go to fitness center a day after hospital. I do realize, My bad habit (such as night owl and not eating right) is very bad for my future. Not only to my career but my life as well.

I know as a student who live (not so) far from home, with limited money and food. Me and some people agree to live "easy". As long as I can eat, I will eat everything. And this habit will continue after you have your own money and can buy anything. Your bad eating habit might continue and it isn't good for your body. 

When I sick, I'm the one who'll feel all the torture. People might say "Get well soon" "oh poor you", etc. But, in the end. You are the one who sick. I can't blame everybody for my own sickness. This is the home of my soul, I can have no house or anything. But my body is the only place to live when I have nothing. So I need to keep it nice and safe.

I know you might find it boring and superficial, but you'll understand when your body reached the limit. I still needs sleeping pills to be honest, but not as frequent as before. My body felt nicer after all fitness session especially after my first Muay Thai Class.

The only thing I still wanna find is friend who want to change with me. So this journey would be much more fun and easier.

Thank you for reading this post,

I wish you all have the best life!

love,